Full-Blown Suffering: My Fight With the Enigmatic Pain of Cluster Headaches
It was a dreary weekday morning in September 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a sharp pain erupted behind my one eye. This was followed by quick stabs, similar to electric shocks. As the school day came and went, the pain eased and then returned with greater intensity. Four times that day I handed over a colleague with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I tried paracetamol, but the agony remained unrelenting.
The attacks returned repeatedly that autumn, and once more in the spring, soon forming an yearly cycle. The autumn months were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the pattern: aura in the morning, early twinges on the commute, full-blown agony in the classroom by 9.30am. In late 2019, a GP eventually referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches often start with severe discomfort around one eye that lasts up to several hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 individuals are affected by the condition, and males are more often affected. Attacks typically start with sudden, severe agony focused on a single eye that reaches its peak within a short time and lasts for up to three hours. Episodes come in clusters, every day or several times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or face perspiration. I have an episodic type, which arrives in periodic cycles; others have chronic attacks, defined by the lack of extended symptom-free periods.
What unites patients is the intensity. One research paper scored the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, higher than bone fractures or pancreatitis. Another discovered 64% of cluster headache patients reported suicidal thoughts during bouts; the figure fell to four percent when they were not in pain.
One patient, 74, a long-term patient from Wales, finds this understandable. Her episodes started when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the floor and hit my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through childhood. Alcohol in her adolescence, similar to many triggers, made things worse. After drinking alcohol at her school leaving party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often mistook her episodes as intoxicated behavior. Support finally came from her father and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after relocating, but often hid her condition. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to time off during attacks. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a national hospital.
Nevertheless, the failure to plan life around unpredictable attacks took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her family during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the simple freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been described across the ages. “The first account of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write authors in a publication on the subject. They linked the disease to an malevolent entity who afflicted his victims' heads.
Ancient medical records propose bizarre treatments for what some experts would classify as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, severe headache was identified as a distinct condition, with therapies ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the first detailed account of a cluster headache. In his writings, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache happening and disappearing daily at specific hours”.
The disorder were only officially classified by global headache committees in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a key blood vessel that delivers blood to the head. Prominent experts in treating the disorder note this.
In 1998, scientists released the results of a research project for which they had triggered attacks in patients and observed the attacks in a brain scanner. The data, published in a prominent medical publication, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they recovered.
Despite such progress, diagnosis remains delayed. One man's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he had multiple operations before eventually being correctly identified in recently, after a physician looked up his complaints.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in severe pain,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary head pain disorders, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing the disorder. A detailed history is essential: on which part of the head do symptoms appear? For how long? What season? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Specific characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help verify the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be referred to specialist clinics. But many first go to A&E or are given unsuitable treatments.
A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she has been free from an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars pulled because dentists misunderstood her symptoms. She believes dentists still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who replied. I remember calling a support line during an attack in early 2021; a calm advisor talked them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the attack passed.
National guidelines on treatment recommend that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a specific drug delivered by nasal spray. No tablets or opioids should be used. Prophylactic choices include verapamil, which reportedly soothes the bouts of well-known individuals.
But leading neurologists believe the official guidelines need updating to reflect a clearer clinical process and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The length of the bout dictates the approach.” Brief bouts with occasional episodes are handled with acute therapy only. Longer or more intense periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an procedure into the area of the head where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals.
The national guidance need updating to reflect a